I Can’t Sleep

So it’s 4 AM and I can’t sleep! I also notice I’ve been posting more often lately. I don’t know. I was thinking that this upcoming school year is going to be an interesting one. It’ll be my last year at Cornell and probably also in the educational system. I’ve got a business I’m kick starting and a few personal goals. I don’t know but more and more I get this feeling that it will be a defining year.

I have this sinking feeling of uncertainty but in my gut it feels like this year will be eventful to say the least. Whenever I have strong instincts about the future, they are usually right. It’s not a bad feeling, like something horrible is going to happen (knock on wood). Maybe I just need to go to sleep.

P.S. I hate that new Ludicrous song. I curse him for continuously creating “sonic trash.” I wouldn’t even consider it music. I keep hearing it because I listen to Internet radio because I’m too lazy to download new songs.

P.P.S. I’m now down to 165 lbs. I don’t know if I’m losing fat or my muscles are disintegrating. I haven’t been to the gym since May. Doesn’t matter I’ve hit my weight goal for the past year. Another 5-10 pounds of pure fat off and I’ll start getting really ripped. Once school starts I’ll be hitting the gym again. End of year goal: 160 lbs. and bench body weight. I said it, you heard it, good night.